PERSPECTIVE: My first love?

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Perspective

Everyone has different experiences with first love. It can be the last love, or it can be the beginning of another love story. I dedicate this article to my beloved ex-boyfriend, he is my first love. I’m not trying to be cool or to remind us of our memories together; I just want him to know that I appreciate him a lot in my past life. Well, I just found a nice quote on the internet that says, "Love is always bestowed as a gift freely, willingly, and without expectation. We don't love to be loved, we love to love." I believe that everything happens for a reason. We never know what the future will be, but we can plan for the future itself. To be loved is such a blessing, and sometimes we can't understand love itself in the present. Love takes time, but it can go so fast. Of course, we don't plan with whom we will be loved. Some people don’t believe in unconditional love, but I do. I never want to take love for granted because I need love itself to be present in life as my support system and to be a reason I have to be strong every day. Love is something precious, and it means a lot to me. No matter how fast time flies and how we grow, first love will always remain peacefully in each other's hearts.

I'm not a poet who can make excellent poems; I am just an ordinary lady who loves to speak with her heart. A thousand words may not cover my perspective about first love, but this article may touch your heart. So far, I have listened to people's stories about their love; some made me tear up, but some motivated me. During these three years, while I am still enjoying my single life, I have also seen people and friends jump into new relationships quickly. I don’t know how it works, but for me, love is not for sale. I prefer waiting for the right one. Maybe I am too idealistic, or maybe I am easily assuming that some people are cheap in love. I might be wrong because these kinds of people may be easy to be loved by someone. They may have different qualities that interest someone to be with them. Sometimes, I question myself: am I difficult to be loved, or do they not consider me an interesting person to be with? In the deepest part of my heart, I feel blessed with my first love and him. I learned and grew a lot; it helped me figure out my life and enriched my perspective on relationships. I want to have a strong and healthy relationship in my future marriage. Furthermore, it always reminds me that I deserve love. I know that someday I will find the right one for the rest of my life, who will love me for who I am. One of my life principles is that I want to marry only once in my life, until death do us part.

Today is December 26, 2022. The new year is coming soon, and you will be 26 years old, Ram. I wish you all the best as always, and I’m sorry if I can’t be your friend with benefits. I never want to be a friend with benefits to anyone; for me, love is love. I told you many times in the past that I love you unconditionally. But as I told you before too, we will never be together again because our worlds are different, and yours does not belong to me. The more I achieve in life, the higher my standards become for a life partner. I hope you are brave enough to set your standards for a life partner too; we deserve happiness and to be loved by someone. In 2023, I want to keep our friendship, and this article may remind us of that friendship. I don’t want to talk much outside of here because I know I have to look forward always. As you know, my life and career are quite stressful, but I am happy now. You might think I’ve changed a lot, but I haven’t. I’m still a silly Sasa who screamed and was afraid of a dog at the beach. As we get older, it’s acceptable to be clearer about life’s purpose, and I’m cheering for you. I will always support you if it’s what’s best for you. In the upcoming years, I wish you find the right one for your life. I want each of us to have a happy, healthy, and strong relationship with our life partner. You are my first love, and please don’t question whether I sincerely pray for you.

You have to remember that you once became a special person in someone’s life, so I hope you appreciate your present life now. Never give up on life, and men don’t cry, Rami! I have been planning everything carefully for years, and hopefully everything will go well. I don’t know when we will meet again. Some of my friends still ask about you, and so does my mom. It’s sad, honestly, but please don’t worry because I always give them wise answers. I’m thankful for everything between us, you meant a lot to me in the past. I’m a 23-year-old lady now; we are growing up too fast, right? I plan to marry at 27 or 28 years old, about 4 or 5 years from now. I know that time will go very fast because I’m still busy chasing my dreams and career. Rami, I really wish you were happy now, because I am. I want to see you be gentle with a lady, and please don’t take them for granted! I know you will be getting married first, so good luck! I have one quote for you: live your life the way you want to be remembered. And I will always treasure you in my heart.

That’s all. Thank you for reading. I hope everyone finds peace with their first love. No hate in love, everyone deserves happiness and love. Last but not least, may the joy of life always be with us and our families in 2023. May everyone be able to pursue their dreams. Much love and God bless.

Warm regards :b